boyutpedia Chapter 189 How could I love her?
Chapter 189 How could I love her?
Pei Mochen paused and didn't dare to say any more.
His lips trembled, and after a long while he uttered a sentence: "How could I fall in love with Yanyan? I just feel sorry for her admiration for me."
He continued to talk to himself: "Mu Wanyan once blocked the white tiger for me. All my feelings for her are just out of gratitude."
As soon as the words fell, what emerged in his mind were the scenes of Mu Wanyan acting coquettishly with him:
The first day they met, he was struck by her.
When she walked to his side gracefully and whispered softly in his ear: "My husband, I want to hear you call me Yanyan——"
It seemed that from that moment on, he could never take his eyes off her.
The next day, he was in the study, and Mu Wanyan brought him mung bean soup.
In the last second, she was still flirting with him with her eyes, and in the next moment, she had raised her wrist and was practicing calligraphy on the table with him in a very confident manner.
The writing is vigorous and the rhythm of the characters is elegant, and you can't tell at all that it was written by a woman.
She also talked to herself about everything, from the clouds in the sky to the abyss of the oceans, and every point she made was to the heart of her heart.
Just when he was impressed by her talent, she suddenly acted like a little woman, quietly drew a few strokes on the paper, and handed him a love letter.
After unfolding it, it actually said: "Mo Chen, I have been pleased with you for a long time."
Which man wouldn't be tempted by such a routine?
There was another time when Yuzhu got a rash and refused to take medicine.
The little palace maids were also scratched so much that there was not a single piece of good flesh on their bodies. Even the imperial physician despised these servants, but Yanyan personally applied medicine to them, as gentle as a fairy.
As a man, how could I not be attracted to such a woman?
Then came the time at Yushan Paddock.
A huge white tiger rushed straight towards him. All the guards and palace servants ran away, only Mu Wanyan went against the flow and stood in front of him.
She even said foolishly: "I heard that the white tiger only eats one person, and once it is full it can no longer eat anyone else, so I blocked the tiger for you, I am not reckless."
Pei Mochen covered his chest and fell heavily into the chair.
His eyes were already filled with tears. For some reason, Pei Mochen felt empty inside, as if he and Mu Wanyan only had a few days to spend together.
It seemed like in just a few days, Yanyan would leave him forever.
He was extremely flustered and said to himself, "She loves me and won't leave me easily. Now Di Xiuyan has gone to the Northern Desert to fight, and Luo Luo has also been found."
"When this prince's hidden illness is cured, I will consummate my marriage with Yanyan as soon as possible."
Pei Mochen blushed when he realized his feelings, and quickly found excuses for himself:
"I don't love her, I'm just repaying her for saving my life."
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Pei Mochen realized it later and naively believed that as long as he did not follow Concubine Xiao's arrangements, Mu Wanyan's life would not be in danger.
Xiao Rong had no idea that she had already noticed her son's indecision and was busy arranging for the assassin.
"On the 15th day of the eighth month, the Mid-Autumn Festival, at the top of Yuquan Mountain, is the date of Mu Wanyan's death."
In her bedroom, she heard the palace servants say that the Emperor Pei Lingsong had summoned his 'Phoenix Girl' Ding Ruoqiu to sleep with him again tonight. She was so angry that she smashed the teacup.
"That spy felt that it was not enough for Chen'er to be bewitched by her, so he even called his fellow apprentice sister to come and seduce His Majesty."
She gnashed her teeth in hatred and even blamed Mu Wanyan for the fact that Ding Ruoqiu was favored by Pei Lingsong.
"Once the Xichang envoy leaves, I will make sure Mu Wanyan dies without a burial place."
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At the same time, Ding Ruoqiu was serving Pei Lingsong in his bedroom.
His body trembled involuntarily, he let out a cry, and was forced to continue working.
"What a sin! How can this old man be so strong? Damn it, I really don't want to live anymore."
"Is Pei Lingsong treating me like a furnace? He tortures me day and night. I am really dying of torture."
Ding Ruoqiu looked at the colorful talismans painted on her body, and she wished she could cut Pei Lingsong's heart with a knife.
She originally thought that entering the palace as a phoenix girl would mean a life of luxury, but she didn't expect that in addition to participating in sacrificial activities every day, she would also be tormented by the middle-aged emperor every day.
In order to absorb the essence of the Phoenix Girl, Pei Lingsong often ordered people to paint all kinds of terrifying patterns on her body with sticky paint.
It is called dual cultivation.
Ding Ruoqiu's face was pale and her body was getting weaker and weaker. Even a rest day became her biggest luxury.
It was only recently that she began to regret it.
I'm living a good life in Xichang, why do I have to come here to pretend to be a phoenix girl and suffer?
Ding Ruoqiu thought: I didn’t steal Mu Wanyan’s honor as the Phoenix Girl. I am suffering for that bitch.
"Ugh—ugh—ugh."
Only after Pei Lingsong fell completely asleep did she dare to follow her heart and retch.
"What a sin! I have to hide even my disgusting behavior from others."
Ding Ruoqiu wiped her tears while thinking: How about I just confront the Emperor of Dafeng? I am not the Phoenix Girl, the real Phoenix Girl is Mu Wanyan.
Thinking of this, she stretched out her arm and prepared to wake Pei Lingsong who was lying on the couch.
Then he thought: "Am I crazy? Considering the madness of the Pei family, if I admit that I'm pretending to be Feng Nu, I'm afraid I'll be tortured to death again?"
She wiped her tears and dragged her tired and painful body to lie down next to Pei Lingsong.
"Hurry up and get some sleep, or you'll have to work again later."
Just squinting——
"Qiu'er, come, continue with me."
Ding Ruoqiu: “…”
Although his heart was racing, he pretended to be flattered on his face.
"——Ah, Your Majesty, are you awake? Qiu'er is here."
"——Ah, Your Majesty, you are so brave."
Pei Lingsong: "Qiu'er is happy?"
Ding Ruoqiu: "Happy, so happy that I feel like I'm going to heaven."
Pei Lingsong: "Okay, I'll ask Su Deping to take down the names of the other concubines. I'll stay at your place for the next few days to make Qiu'er happy!"
Ding Ruoqiu: “…”
She wanted to spit, but she didn't dare to do so.
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In the middle of the night, suddenly.
"Puff——" Pei Lingsong sat up from the couch and spat out a mouthful of blood.