boyutpedia Chapter 729 If I Am Like You, What About My Gu Dada?
Chapter 729 If I Am Like You, What About My Gu Dada?
Chapter 729
October 21, the first year of love
Today is a special day, my sister has already flown home.
Gu Daidai probably doesn't know~
15 years ago, my mother passed away.
To be honest, I don't know what my mood is like now.
Actually, I don't remember her at all.
I've only seen pictures of her.
However, according to the attitude of Laodou and sister, she should be a very good person~
If she could see me and talk to me...
Maybe, I won't be like this now.
It's a pity...it can't~
I can't grieve and miss, I really can't bring up any feelings about her.
It's all just blank.
Even..... I kind of hate it.
I hate how my dad and sister look on this day,
I hate my dad who has been dragging and indulging in the past.
It's all your fault, 19 mom!
Mom.....Sorry if I was being unsympathetic.
Will you be angry? Will you take me away early?
sometimes,
I'm really scared~
I'm afraid that I'll be like you,
I've been having this dream a lot lately.
If I left early like you...
What about my dumbass?
What if he was like daddy... what?
Mother, please bless me, please bless him...
Today is the 138th day that I like Gu Dada.
Children from single-parent families will always be somewhat incomplete.
They are more sensitive and more prone to many character flaws.
on this side,
Han Niuer seems to be well protected.
She is healthy and beautiful...
be happy, be happy,
It is better than many children with happy families.
But... it just looks like it.
She lost her mother and half of her love since she was a child.
Old Xu knew that his girl was not as strong as she appeared on the outside.
There is always some unknown sensitivity and vulnerability.
So I deliberately told Gu Lin a few words.
The girls around Gu Lin seemed to have more or less problems.
Miss Ji is withdrawn, and classmate Qu feels inferior...
And the lively and cheerful Xu Muzhi is actually a strange girl,
In fact, she has many strange ideas, and often fantasizes about her own death.
Before meeting Gu Lin, she didn't really care about anything.
So live a more casual life.
In this way, if she leaves suddenly, it may not cause too much pain to others.
In junior high school, the stage of spiritual world and psychological character growth,
She accompanied her father to mourn her mother,
Looking at the strong, confident, free and handsome father who has always been sitting in front of the mother's tombstone,
His eyes were red, he was smoking, drinking and talking about all the loneliness and sadness he had accumulated.
My father is very powerful, rich, and has a strong aura,
But at this moment, sitting there alone,
He seems to be aging quickly, frail and lonely like a beggar.
Even she can't seem to get close.
At this moment, her father was clearly beside her, but she felt that he was far away.
This is the case every year.
She has no impression of her mother at all, and it is really difficult to bring up her feelings for her mother.
But...for the father who took care of her and spoiled her since she was a child.
She is very loving.
She doesn't like her father like this,
She doesn't like her omnipotent handsome father, who has become like this.
She was with her father every time, while her sister was alone in the afternoon.
She doesn't know what her sister looks like in front of this tombstone,
But on this day... after my sister came home, she also lost her usual smiling face.
Only herself, as if isolated from the outside.
so,
I was rebellious in junior high school, at the most sensitive stage of my personality,
After returning home, she had a big fight with her father and sister.
She doesn't want to be here anymore!
she never comes again,
These 730 days, she will go out by herself, find a corner to nest, or play wildly with friends like Liu Mei...
In short, stay away from that cemetery.
She didn't know how to face her mother who passed away early.
Similarly, she didn't want to see such a fragile appearance of the closest person.
On this day, she feels that she is alone,
She felt like she wanted nothing.
At that time, the school biology class was teaching knowledge such as inheritance.
Her grades are not good, but she can probably understand the meaning.
Children always have to pass on something from their parents.
What if she inherited her mother's youth?
fair enough……………
At least, if she leaves early like her mother,
People like my father and sister will not be left behind.
Later, as she grew up,
Even if he has matured, he is no longer as immature and rebellious as junior high school.
However, he still didn't take another look at the place where his mother was sleeping. .