Chapter 1376 I just want to stay with her for a long time
Chapter 1376 I just want to stay with her for a long time
The atmosphere was as awkward as ever.
The two people were once so close, so in love, so intimate that it seemed as if their flesh and blood could merge together, but now there is only distance.
"Actually, you shouldn't have come. Although this isn't as dangerous as the Hongmen Banquet for you, these people's comments are enough to make you shut yourself in."
Chu Zhixin didn't like this awkwardness, so she took the initiative to break the silence, appearing very casual and natural, like an old friend of the man.
In fact, if you think about it carefully, doesn’t the best relationship between men and women start as friends?
Only when you can appreciate each other, become partners, play together, and chat together, will you want to stay together and stay together.
Chu Zhixin thought back and felt that the relationship between her and Sheng Tingye seemed quite fragile. Apart from the love between a man and a woman, they seemed not even friends?
"Don't worry, I'm not that fragile."
Sheng Tingye tapped the tabletop with his slender fingers. His deep eyes looked at Chu Zhixin indifferently, "I came here, and I was mentally prepared. So when I really faced it, I felt okay and could handle it."
"I believe you."
Chu Zhixin clenched her fingers and mustered up the courage to say, "I don't know what happened exactly, but the words you said to me in the ward that day made me know your feelings for me, so I believe you."
"You are a very simple girl and should not be delayed by me."
Sheng Tingye smiled bitterly, "I am too naive. I shouldn't have repeatedly ruined your relationship with Baili Chengfeng. I am very distressed because I can't control myself. Thank you for helping me out."
"What are you thanking me for? What's our relationship?"
Chu Zhixin smiled, and all the grudges between the two seemed to have disappeared, but with it also disappeared their once loyal and burning feelings.
While we no longer hate each other, there is no love anymore. There is only habit and the inseparability engraved in our bones.
"I think so."
Sheng Tingye looked far away, as if he was thinking about something, and then he said honestly: "I know that we can't be separated. This doesn't just refer to the inseparable relationship between men and women, but all aspects of life, each other's circles, etc. I can't avoid you forever. That's too deliberate, and it will make both of us uncomfortable."
"So, you came because you didn't want to disappear from my world."
Chu Zhixin couldn't help but get closer to Sheng Tingye and asked the man what he was really thinking.
Sheng Tingye took a step back, shook his head and said, "For me, this is also a kind of disappearance, but it is not a physical disappearance, but a spiritual disappearance."
"What do you mean?"
Chu Zhixin frowned and couldn't help but complain: "When did Mr. Sheng become so profound? He just speaks some incomprehensible riddles."
"What I mean is, I will appear in your life all the time, but I will only exist as an NPC. I will not affect your body, mind, life, or even your personal feelings."
Sheng Tingye's words were ruthless, yet affectionate.
Because I really can't leave her, so after thinking about it, this is the only way I can stay with her for a long time.
Maybe the two of them will never be together, but as long as he can watch her from afar, see her smile, see her sad, see her successful in her career, see her fall in love with other men, get married and have children... for him, it is already the greatest luxury.
"It turns out it's because of this..."
Chu Zhixin's expression was obviously a little lost. She took a deep breath and soon returned to normal. "You are right. We broke up peacefully. There is no need to never contact each other again. We still have two children. I hope Yuanbao and Tangbao will not lack fatherly love in their growth process. You can visit them whenever you miss them."
"Then I won't be polite."
Sheng Tingye was very happy. He and Chu Zhixin finally found a more comfortable way to get along with each other. He jokingly said, "In this case, can I apply to play with Yuanbao and Tangbao tonight?"
"Tonight?"
Chu Zhixin didn't expect this man to be so shameless. She was just being polite, but he just went with the flow. If she refused, she would appear hypocritical and petty.
"Not available?"
Sheng Tingye ignored Chu Zhixin's hesitation and continued to attack, saying, "Don't worry, I won't bother you too much. I'll just take the kids around and play games with them. You just saw that they may have misunderstood me and already hate me."
"Children are like this, their minds change every now and then. They liked you very much before, even more than they liked me. You just need to spend more time with them."
Chu Zhixin comforted Sheng Tingye. She also felt helpless about the children's fickleness.
Because she is not a very selfish mother. Even though the children are with her now and she takes care of their food, clothing and daily life, which takes up time, energy and money, she does not intend to monopolize the two children.
She prefers that children do not have the sadness of single-parent families and that they have plenty of maternal love and not lack of paternal love.
Therefore, not only would she not instill the bad qualities of Sheng Tingye into her children, she would even praise Sheng Tingye in front of the children from time to time, hoping that the two little ones would gradually accept Sheng Tingye.
However, the two little ones are extremely smart, and each one is more opinionated than the other, so her brainwashing cannot be successful. Everything still depends on what the children themselves think.
"So, you agree?"
Sheng Tingye asked Chu Zhixin again.
"Agree with...agree with what?"
Chu Zhixin asked back.
"Agree that I can go to Chu's house tonight and play with the children?"
Sheng Tingye made it a little more explicit.
"Yeah, sure!"
Chu Zhixin gritted his teeth and nodded in agreement.
After all, if she still didn't agree, wouldn't that mean she was deliberately trying to stop the two children from getting along with their father? She wasn't that kind of person, and she didn't want to be that kind of person.
"in addition……"
Sheng Tingye paused, then pretended to ask casually: "How do you feel after you went to North City? What is your relationship with Baili Chengfeng now?"
He tried to make his question sound casual, like an idle chat between old friends, but in fact it was a question that he was very concerned about.
Although, he no longer had any position to care.
"kindness……"
Chu Zhixin paused, then answered honestly: "It's a good relationship, you can call it soul mates."
"Soul...mate?"
Sheng Tingye swallowed his saliva, his eyes dejected, it can be seen that these four words have a great impact on him, perhaps even greater than boyfriend, husband and so on!
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