boyutpedia Chapter 183 I Have A Girl I Like
Chapter 183 I Have A Girl I Like
This time.
Lin Youwei did not look away.
Face flushed.
He looked at the man in front of him stubbornly.
Name the most important decision in your life.
It was precisely because he realized how important Meng Yan was in his life.
That's how brave you are!
"..."
Even if Lin Xiao was vaccinated.
I heard Lin Youwei's confession with my own ears.
Meng Yan was still greatly shocked.
The thing that surged through my body in the first three seconds was [joy].
Then it was quickly replaced by negative emotions such as [pain] and [despair].
flowing freely in the blood.
The key is that Meng Yan can't be seen by Lin Youwei yet.
I can only endure it.
Meng Yan remained silent.
There was no reaction like accepting the success of the confession.
No matter how slow Lin Youwei reacts.
Everyone could guess what Meng Yan meant.
The little fist couldn't help but secretly clenched.
Even if you guessed it.
When you really face it.
Lin Youwei's first feeling was regret.
Why couldn't I realize the importance of Meng Yan in my heart earlier?
Did you force Meng Yan to run away?
Now I have changed my mind and regret it.
is there time?
"Meng Yan, I know it's too late to respond to you now. There may be a better woman by your side and you no longer need my presence."
"But I still want to say it, otherwise I will regret it for the rest of my life."
"If you already have a girlfriend, I... just pretend that I have never said that what I am doing now is what I want to do most, and everything I tell you is from the bottom of my heart!"
Facing Lin Youwei's attack.
He is completely different from the Han Han who was easily shy and avoided him all the time.
Meng Yan wriggled his lips.
Still couldn't help the throbbing in my heart.
"Youwei, can I ask you a question?"
"When did you... fall in love with me?"
In the past, Meng Yan pursued Lin Youwei in various ways.
Lin Youwei refused.
Now Meng Yan and Lin Youwei want to remain friends.
Silently guarding her.
Instead, Lin Youwei was tempted.
Is it that the passion of a rainbow shining through the sun cannot match the gentleness of a long stream of water?
"I've thought a lot about this."
"I asked myself and finally came up with an answer..."
"Meng Yan, I still remember that when you first pursued me, I was really scared. In fact, I felt very inferior in my heart. You are so handsome, have a good family background, have a sunny personality, and are friendly. Everyone is surrounding you. .”
"I feel like your feelings for me are just a whim and cannot be long-lasting."
"Even if I don't pay attention, I know that many girls like you, including the school beauty Tao Qingqing. For a woman like me who has no shining points, you will forget it in a moment."
"Actually, at that time... I might have been a little attracted to you."
Meng Yan's existence is really special in Lin Youwei's life.
When I was studying in the past, no one pursued Lin Youwei.
Lin Youwei has been hiding.
Those people gradually lost patience with Lin Youwei.
Turn to pursue other girls.
How can the elusive spring water compare to the mineral water that can quench your thirst at any time around you?
Over time, Lin Youwei forgot what they looked like.
Only Meng Yan.
Obviously Lin Youwei didn't want Meng Yan to be harassed like this.
But Meng Yan's appearance was remembered so clearly.
Never forget.
"When we were really moved and the relationship between the two of us improved, it was the day when I was locked up in the warehouse, the most fearful and desperate day. I still remember it fresh to this day."
"After I was rescued by you, I never had the nightmare of that day because you were by my side."
"Like my heroes, they light up my life."
"What happened next... you also know. In fact, the reason why I went to Sui'an Dessert Shop to help you was because I didn't want to completely cut off contact with you. After you left G University, I was afraid that I would never see you again. it's your turn."
"I'm just a turtle, an ostrich. I haven't dared to admit such emotions until now..."
If Meng Yan hadn't suddenly fainted.
Meng Dashan's concealment.
Congratulations on your appearance.
Chen Yan was always by her side assisting Lin Youwei.
Lin Youwei still has no sense of crisis.
Thinking of myself continuing like this.
Meng Yan will really leave!
"..."
Meng Yan couldn't help but close his eyes.
if.
If only it could be earlier.
that would be nice?
Meng Yan is afraid that he will be the happiest man in the world.
Even in the Chu family.
At that time, Meng Yan didn't know that he was just a substitute.
The beloved Bai Yueguang accepted her feelings.
I have sisters who I think are the best.
pity……
There is no "if".
fair enough.
At least not much emotional basis.
Lin Youwei will not be heartbroken by Meng Yan's departure.
It's just that Lin Youwei had cared about Meng Yan so long ago.
This was something Meng Yan could not have imagined.
"I'm sorry, Youwei..."
"I don't want to talk about these things right now."
"Let's... just be friends."
After saying these words.
Meng Yan's heart ached to the point of falling apart.
But he forced himself to put on a nonchalant expression.
"Meng Yan, your answer was within my expectations. In fact, I know... you have changed."
"In your heart, I am no longer as important as before."
"I want to know... have you fallen in love with someone else? Or do you simply not want to fall in love and are instead focusing on your career?"
"..."
He met Lin Youwei's eyes shining with hope.
Meng Yan knew.
Even if I don't want to give it up.
Still want to be this evil person.
In order to cut off Lin Youwei's last glimmer of hope.
"I already have someone else I like."
"I'm really sorry."
"I just hope we can stay [friends]."
crackle.
that moment.
Lin Youwei seemed to be able to hear the sound of her own heart breaking.
No wonder.
Meng Yan's attitude was completely different from before.
Meng Yan, indeed, there is another woman he likes.
The young man who had been unswervingly and radiantly loyal to Lin Youwei.
After all, it no longer belongs to Lin Youwei.
Lin Youwei squirmed her lips.
It took a lot of effort to show a smile.
"Then...then can we still be friends? Should I continue to work in the dessert shop?"
This look, in Meng Yan's eyes, was simply uglier than crying.
Lin Youwei's heartbreak was as heartbreaking as Meng Yan's.
The knife was sharpened to an extremely sharp point and stabbed through Meng Yan fiercely.
A person's forced smile.
A person's indifference.
They all hide a pain that transcends the soul.
"If possible, I would very much like it."
"But Youwei, I'm sorry, we can only be friends, forever."
The last four words.
Meng Yan deliberately increased his volume.
Then he looked away.
He didn't dare to look at Lin Youwei's current expression.
So be it.
Speak up.
Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.
It's better to be soft-hearted for a moment.
Gave Lin Youwei hope.
Let each other suffer further.
In the end, Meng Yan died.
The most saddest person.
None other than Lin Youwei.
Meng Yan can't be so selfish!
Just for the love of the rest of my life.
It delayed Lin Youwei’s life!
"Well...friends, friends, friends are good."
"Thank you, Meng Yan, for giving me the most sincere answer and not deceiving me. I would rather you be honest than deliberately lying because you were afraid that I would get hurt."
"We will be friends, good friends for life. I will continue to work at Sui'an Dessert Shop and try to learn your skills so that you don't have such a big burden..."
"In this case, you can make more money and pursue the girl you love now openly."
"I think... well, you will be very good and happy..."
Lin Youwei became incoherent at the end.
The tears turned red.
Tears soon overflowed.
come down.
His voice became sad and choked.
He took several rapid breaths.
"Really... I wish you happiness!"
Lin Youwei dropped these words, covered her mouth, turned around and ran away.
Meng Yan only had time to look back.
I saw the tears shed by the woman I loved deeply.
Being blown gently by the wind.
Hit on the cheek.
Cool to the touch.
The sunshine, temperature, smell in the cabin now...
Everything became hell.
Devouring Meng Yan's soul...