boyutpedia Chapter 257 "Aren't you sad?"
Chapter 257 "Aren't you sad?"
Tong Xin blinked slowly to indicate that he could hear her.
His body ached, but his heart ached even more.
He knew he had hurt his sister and the only person who loved him.
But at that time, he really hoped it was like this, perhaps the pain in his body was a relief.
Ye Yian saw the information about his life that Lu Tingshen had left behind.
He is an orphan, without a father or a mother?
This incident shocked her. No wonder he never mentioned his parents.
He was miserable, worse than he looked.
She didn't know what was going on, but all she could do was stay with him.
Later he slowly recovered and saw the papers.
Those are not just a few pieces of paper, nor are they just a few ordinary words.
That was the unacceptable fact about him.
He thought his sister was the only one who was not his biological son, but he didn't expect that he was also an orphan.
This news also shocked him, but he was even more shocked to learn that after his sister knew the news, she still treated him as her own brother.
But what did he do?
He hurt the person who still missed him even though he knew they were not related by blood.
He clenched the paper in his hand, his heart aching, his tears dripped onto the bed, and he destroyed his world.
Ye Yian wanted to comfort her, but she didn't know what to say?
She didn't know what happened to him, what he went through, what he endured?
"Who is Angie?"
She had a question in her mind these days. When they were arguing, the name Anqi was mentioned, and she wanted to know what happened.
Tong Xin was silent for a while, organizing his words in his mind. He didn't know how to mention An Qi, nor did he know how to tell what happened between them.
But Ye Yian is not Tong Tong, she should be able to understand his insincerity.
"My ex-girlfriend."
Girlfriend, should be considered ex-girlfriend.
"Why did you break up?"
He didn't want to answer this question, and when childhood pressed him to answer it, he didn't answer it either.
He hated being questioned by others, as if he had done something terribly wrong.
He just doesn't love anymore, he is not a sinner.
Why do people put all the blame on him? Will there definitely be a result if they are together?
Tong Xin frowned, but he felt uncomfortable if he didn't say anything now.
For more than a year, he rarely mentioned Angie and rarely recalled the past.
It's like the commercials in a TV show, I just want to skip it.
But those stories happened, and they are still vivid in my mind now. Just because he doesn't talk about them doesn't mean he has forgotten them.
“Because I’m busy.”
busy?
This excuse is incomplete. People in this era are busy, and not everyone will ignore their significant other.
Ye Yian didn't believe it, and of course no one would believe it after hearing this explanation:
"Why? Being busy is not an excuse."
"Yeah, being busy is not an excuse. I had nothing at that time, but we loved each other very much."
This is the first time that Tong Xin mentioned another woman other than herself. It was like a confession after self-healing, or also like a conversation from the heart.
Ye Yian felt upset, but she still forced herself to listen to the stories about him and others.
"We were classmates in high school. She was the class monitor and sat in the front, and I was a poor student and sat in the back."
"She is very outstanding and beautiful. I don't know why she likes me, and I don't know why I am with her."
Tong Xin spoke slowly, revealing her heartfelt tone:
"Later we got together. We were each other's first love. Maybe first love never has a good ending, because a happy beginning will always end abruptly."
"I like racing and she likes reading. We rarely have common topics, but that doesn't stop us from being together."
"She is very good. She has always inspired me and always hoped that I would become better. Later, I gave up racing for her, and she also did not go abroad for further studies for me."
"We had a fight before I joined the army and she asked for a breakup, but I wanted her to wait for me."
"Life in the army was hard, but I felt hopeful when I thought of her. I worked hard to improve myself and didn't want to let her down."
"Then something happened and I was discharged early. I didn't live a glorious life and I didn't have the face to look for her."
"I found a job at a car dealership, and that's how we met for the first time. She is still waiting for me."
"In fact, we were no longer suitable for each other at that time. As time went by, I experienced a lot and became more mature. But she waited for me for so long, I couldn't let her down."
Speaking of this, Ye Yian felt suffocated. This was clearly a very touching scene, and he was the one who intervened.
A tragic love story happened to him. It is impossible for him to be without stories. On the contrary, he is full of stories.
But his story was so beautiful, why should he let her read it again?
"and after?"
Tong Xin drank some water and observed her emotions. He knew she would be sad and hurt, but he still said:
"Later, we lived together naturally. I met her parents and it was time to talk about marriage. At that time, the car dealership had just started, and we worked until the early morning every day. We talked less and less. Maybe she felt insecure.
She wants to get married, but I have no plans to do so.”
"Were you still in love with her then?"
Marriage is the highest state of love for a man. If you love him, why don’t you want to get married?
Just like her, still not giving her a promise.
Tong Xin lowered his head:
"Love."
This word pierced her heart like a thorn. How cruel it was that the man she loved said he loved another woman.
"Then why don't you want to marry her?"
Ye Yian held back his anger, his brows furrowed.
"As far as I can remember, my parents have been arguing endlessly, with domestic violence, verbal abuse, and complaints. The worst scenes in marriage are played out every day. I am afraid of marriage. It makes me feel suffocated."
She couldn't empathize with his feelings because her parents had not been together since she was born.
She couldn't imagine such a family, nor could she feel that kind of suffocation.
"Did she bring it up?"
“My home is like a quagmire. Once you step in, you’ll be sucked in, no matter how hard you struggle.
She is a victim, and being with me can only bring her endless harm."
"But separation is too cruel for her."
"Maybe, but maybe it's only temporary. Time may help her forget about it, and forget that I'm away from all that filth."
"Aren't you sad then?"
It would be a lie to say he wasn't sad. If it wasn't a year later, if he wasn't on the hospital bed, if he hadn't learned about his own life experience, perhaps he would never have mentioned her in his entire life.
The childlike innocence is more forbearing than one can imagine. I feel like I have forgotten it, but it is all still vivid in my mind:
"My heart died a long time ago, maybe before I met her, maybe after I gave up racing. Now I don't feel like I'm alive at all."
He is heartless, so his love is all fake.
He could give up the girl who had waited for him for so many years, so what was she?