boyutpedia Chapter 137 Passing by!
Chapter 137 Passing by!
I remembered that Gu Jinyan once lived here in my childhood, but when she stood at the door and looked inside, there was indeed no sign of her.
"who are you looking for?"
The security guard came over to ask her, and she didn't look like the young master's friend because of her clothes.
In my childhood, I wore a dark-colored top, a pair of jeans that had been washed many times, and a pair of canvas shoes that cost a few dozen dollars.
Her hair was not long, just shoulder-length. Her only outstanding appearance was why the security guard took the initiative to ask her.
Normally this is a private villa area, and no outsiders are allowed in. Her appearance is a bit unusual.
"Does Gu Jinyan live here?"
Gu Jinyan?
Is this woman trying to curry favor with a rich and powerful man?
You have to know that my young mistress is not an easy person to deal with:
"you are?"
"Can you help me pass the message? I have something to discuss with him."
Tongnian was always reluctant to reveal her name, in fact she didn't want to cause unnecessary trouble.
Lu Tingshen's spies were everywhere, and she just wanted to solve the problem secretly and then leave secretly.
"Go away, there is no one you are looking for here."
She didn't say her name, and she didn't have the time to talk to lunatics. These are the people who look down on others.
The security guard was eager to get her out, signaling her to leave quickly.
"Can you tell me your contact information?"
She is really crazy. Can she just casually share the contact information?
Everyone wants to know the young master, so don't rely on your good-looking face to cause trouble.
"Leave quickly."
She was turned away in her childhood and no one could help her.
Leave? Then her trip would be in vain, and going to school every day would be even more difficult.
So, she can't leave.
Tongnian sat not far from the villa, hoping to wait for Lu Siyao, or Gu Jinyan.
As long as she shows up, going to school every day is a piece of cake.
The sun sets and the day passes.
She waited for a whole day but didn't see a single car coming in or out, which made her feel discouraged.
As night fell, Childhood dragged his exhausted body, feeling hungry and tired and at a loss.
Where to go?
Where can I find Lu Siyao, where can I find Gu Jinyan?
Go to the company!
Yes, she can go to the company.
Tong Nian only remembered that he could go to the company to find Gu Jinyan, and if he found Gu Jinyan, he could find Lu Siyao.
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When Tongnian arrived at Gu Group, it was basically time to get off work.
She saw people coming out of the door one after another, and she became nervous again.
It was the first time in five years that she felt nervous.
Yes, if it weren’t for Tiantian, maybe she would never appear here again.
She had long been prepared to never see him again.
She straightened her clothes, but the clothes that were washed until they were white already exposed her embarrassment.
She didn't dare to go forward and could only stand not too far away and wait, hope and pray.
She really hoped that Gu Jinyan would show up and really hoped that she could solve her problem this time.
She stays at her neighbor's aunt's house every day, so she can't come here for nothing.
Thinking of Tiantian and his childish face, her heart became stronger again.
Yes, women are weak by nature, but they are strong when they become mothers.
Childhood is now the mother, and she is also his safe haven.
After waiting for about ten minutes, almost everyone inside had left, but there was still no sign of Gu Jinyan.
"Excuse me, has your president gotten off work?" Tongnian could only ask the security guard.
President?
The security officer looked her up and down:
"That's not clear."
Not sure? How could it be possible?
I just didn't want to tell her.
He knew the ways of the world since he was a child, so it was normal for him not to tell her. Who was she, and why should he tell her?
Childhood once again fell to the bottom, the cruelty of reality is so real.
No one can help her, that's the reality.
In fact, there are always more difficulties than solutions. A small thing can easily defeat a powerless person.
She had no worries before and lived a life of luxury in the Lu family.
So, it's really difficult for her now.
She does not have the strength or adaptability of her childhood. If her childhood was an indestructible cockroach, then now she is a flower in a greenhouse released into the wild, exposed to the wind and rain, with no one to care for her.
Yes, isn’t it?
She brought this upon herself.
She did not complain about her fate or her choices, but only blamed herself for not being able to give Tiantian a good life.
She walked out, desperate.
This huge city could not accommodate such a small girl like them, and no one in this rushing crowd could help her.
Everyone has their own concerns, and so does she.
She dragged her exhausted body, and her heart was even more tired.
She had thought about the hardships of life in ten thousand ways, but this moment of helplessness was indeed unexpected.
A Maybach passed by. It was Lu Tingshen's car. He didn't see her, and neither did she.
Lu Tingshen looked out the window and passed by.
He looked at her and didn't recognize her back at all, because she was no longer the same as before.
I cut off my long hair which I had worn many years ago when I was a child, and I haven’t worn the long white skirt for many years.
She was now even thinner than before, her frail body dressed in a black top and light blue jeans.
She was completely different from before, even she didn't recognize herself.
The person in the mirror had become someone else many years ago.
When they turned around, they had never met each other.
Is there a destiny? I think there must be, otherwise why would this relationship have lasted for so many years?
But it's a pity that we are not destined to be together.
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My childhood passed like this. I took the return bus and it was already late at night when I got home.
I sleep in my bed alone every day, and I feel guilty about the tidy room.
She was really incompetent. She gave him life but couldn't give him stability.
His well-behaved and sensible appearance made her feel guilty. She couldn't tell for a moment whether it was God's blessing or punishment.
He should have a happy family, a father and mother who loved him, his own room with countless toys, a delicious breakfast every morning and expensive clothes.
But because of her, because she gave birth to him, he missed everything.
She blamed herself in her childhood for not being able to give him everything as a mother. This feeling of powerlessness made her burst into tears.
Is it right or wrong to give birth to him? Is sharing the hardships with her loving him or harming him?
She gently stroked his tender little face. How could she express the pain in her heart?
Yes, she was selfish. From a certain perspective, she was indeed selfish. She left Lu Tingshen because of her obsession, but she shouldn't have given birth to Tiantian.
There is enough suffering in this world, why add one more.
He doesn’t have a household registration now, so what should he do next?
She thought she would not be able to sleep that night, but in fact she fell asleep very quickly.
Things never develop as people imagine, because man cannot conquer nature.
She hugged Tiantian in her arms and touched his little hand. They were really happy in the dream.