Mrs. Lu loves you to death

Chapter 448 Fear and Anxiety

After hearing this, Chen Zhiyu understood that the reason why Lu Tingchuan was afraid of her leaving was because of the Xie family. He didn't know much about the Xie family, so how much did the Chen family know? Her relationship with the Chen family was different, so she couldn't ask the family who had raised her for more than ten years. She couldn't bring herself to ask. There was only one person left who could answer her questions, but the upbringing engraved in her bones didn't allow her to ask this sick old man. Unless they were willing to speak out, she could do nothing.

She hugged his neck and said, "I'm sleepy, let's go to sleep."

She was aware of Lu Tingchuan's changes, and now she understood his inner fears. If she had known about this before they were married, even if they had had sex, she would never have married him. But after marrying him, after all they had been through together, wouldn't Chen Lian feel uncomfortable even if she wanted to give in? Was he such a hot commodity? If she gave up on him, would Chen Lian still accept him? Besides, she didn't want to leave him now. If the Xie family's affairs had nothing to do with him, she wouldn't be implicated, especially since there were two other ties between them.

The two of them lay in bed, Lu Tingchuan holding her, looking at her without blinking. As he spoke those words, he was terrified, afraid she would leave him. Given her guilt towards Chen Lian, if Chen Lian spoke, there was no guarantee she wouldn't divorce him and leave him. He thought about it all, but in the end, he didn't believe her or himself. But he hadn't expected her to be so calm, and that made him even more uneasy.

After lying there for an unknown amount of time, Chen Zhiyu suddenly faced him and looked into his eyes. "Aren't you going to sleep?"

“I don’t want to sleep, I can’t sleep, I don’t dare to sleep”

Chen Zhiyu held his face and kissed his eyes. "Do it?" She didn't know what to say. She couldn't promise him anything now, but she didn't want to give him any hope when she was uncertain about anything.

Lu Tingchuan kissed her lips, but soon let go. "Go to sleep. Aren't you tired?"

"Then you sleep too."

"it is good"

Chen Yicheng didn't go last night because Xie Yun's men surrounded him on the road. The cars around him didn't disperse until the banquet was over.

When Chen Yicheng returned home, he saw his mother playing with his little nephew. He sat beside him and touched his little head.

The little guy blinked his big eyes at him and gave him a sweet smile without hesitation.

Bai Meiling looked at her tired son. Her eyes were full of distress. "Son, is there something wrong?"

"No, I've been working too much lately and I'm a little tired."

She knew what kind of person her son was. When had he ever cried out for tiredness, she stood up and sat next to him, patting his shoulder. "Son, if you're too tired sometimes, you can let it go. Your parents will always support you. If you can't get through it, you can stop. Sometimes, if you stop for a while, you will feel better. Adults will solve their own problems. We are old, not dead. Do you understand, son?"

"Mom, I..." The words came to my lips, but I couldn't say them. "It's okay, I'll go upstairs to take a shower first."

"Go, have a good rest"

Looking at her son's back as he left, she really regretted it.

She can say that the only people she feels sorry for in this life are her children.