Quick Wear: An honest man is always criticized for forced love

Chapter 236 At Least I Can Catch You

Shen Jun turned his head to look at Shen Yanfeng who was lying beside him. The tiny starlight was scattered in Shen Yanfeng's eyes, and there were sparkling points of light in his dark pupils.

"Not only will they be forgotten, but all traces of their existence will be completely wiped out. Even if they return to the plot again, no one will remember them."

Shen Yanfeng's tone was surprisingly calm, but Shen Jun could actually hear a hint of sadness in it.

"It's sad to not be remembered."

Shen Jun looked at Shen Yanfeng's profile and somehow asked this question.

"Do you know how I found you?" Shen Yanfeng answered the question irrelevantly.

After a moment of silence, Shen Jun slowly shook his head, wondering why Shen Yanfeng asked this question.

"At that time...after you were arrested, I completely lost all information about you."

Shen Yanfeng told Shen Jun in a very calm tone how he found him during the time when Shen Jun disappeared.

Although Shen Yanfeng only spoke lightly and his emotions did not fluctuate, Shen Jun still felt that it should not be an easy thing to do.

Shen Yanfeng said that after Shen Jun disappeared, he looked through almost all the scripts in which Shen Jun might appear.

Unfortunately, there are so many scripts and small worlds here, just like it is too difficult to rank up the stars. Shen Jun is lost in this vast sea of ​​stars, and finding him is like looking for a needle in a haystack.

Shen Yanfeng has looked through countless scripts one by one, and it is inevitable that there are a few worlds that he has conquered before.

Those who had been either close to him or incompatible with him, when they saw Shen Yanfeng again, there was only endless strangeness in their eyes.

Especially the three worlds that he and Shen Jun had experienced together, Shen Yanfeng searched them over and over again, and even carefully investigated the unrelated passers-by who were only mentioned briefly in the plot.

But the results were not satisfactory.

Shen Yanfeng survived the long years, but during that period of time, every day seemed as long as ten thousand years.

But after Tiandao left, the thick layer of clouds and fog that protected the eternal daylight in the fast-travel bureau also dissipated.

There began to be a distinction between day and night and four seasons here, and the passage of time became obvious. Shen Yanfeng had never been so afraid of the passage of time as he was some time ago.

He was afraid that Shen Jun was quietly leaving him somewhere out of his reach, and he was even more afraid that Shen Jun would forget him completely like the people in the plot.

No one except 001 knew that Shen Yanfeng went almost crazy when he received the signal from 031.

The answer obtained after decrypting the data sent from 031 dealt a heavy blow to Shen Yanfeng.

The most worried thing happened. Shen Jun really didn't remember him. He was assigned a new identity and had new memories, but Shen Yanfeng was the only one not in these memories.

The person you have been thinking about for so long may not recognize you when you meet him again, or even just treat him as a task object. You forget about him when you are done and never think about him again.

Even though he knew, Shen Yanfeng still followed Shen Jun.

Fortunately, in every small world, Shen Jun was attracted to him, but in every small world, Shen Jun never firmly chose Shen Yanfeng.

Fortunately, after more contact with Shen Jun, the connection between Shen Yanfeng and 031 has gradually become stronger.

It was from 031 that Shen Yanfeng found out that Shen Jun’s memory was only sealed, and he did not forget him voluntarily.

Recalling this, Shen Yanfeng stopped talking completely.

Shen Jun didn't know when his body had slowly leaned towards Shen Yanfeng.

He was lying on his side, with one of his hands held in Shen Yanfeng's palm.

The warm and dry touch has a soothing power.

"With so many scripts, how can you be sure you can find me?" Shen Jun asked a somewhat childish question that was not really a question.

After all, Shen Yanfeng is the main god here. Perhaps it would be impossible for him to not find him as long as he wants.

Just as he was thinking this, the person who was sleeping with Shen Jun also turned over and lay face to face with Shen Jun.

The recliner under him made a few unhappy protests because of Shen Yanfeng's actions.

"Not sure, but... fortunately, I have a long life, which allows me to slowly search for my lost diamond in the vast sea of ​​stars."

Shen Yanfeng looked into Shen Jun's eyes and spoke with great sincerity.

"Once upon a time, when I first came here, I was just like you, with no memories, no emotions, and even no thoughts of my own."

"I can only fight in endless scripts according to the requirements of heaven, just to get the points that allow me to survive."

"Later, I finally accumulated enough points, but everyone who came with me became a string of emotionless beads in Tiandao's hand."

"At that time, I was... a coward. I was afraid of dying and being forgotten, so I voluntarily gave up part of my emotions and memories in exchange with the Heavenly Dao, just to be able to survive."

Hearing this, Shen Jun opened his mouth and wanted to ask something, but when the words came to his lips, Shen Jun swallowed them back silently.

But this scene did not escape Shen Yanfeng, who had been staring at Shen Jun.

"Just ask whatever you want to ask." Shen Yanfeng's tone was gentle, as if he was drowning in water, and it sounded extremely soft.

Shen Jun tightened his palms and held Shen Yanfeng's palms a little tighter, then he said, "Is it true that until now, you have not been able to recover the part of your missing memories and emotions?"

Shen Jun's question surprised Shen Yanfeng for a moment, but only for a moment.

"No, from the beginning to the end, I have never been able to find them back, and I may never be able to find them again in the future."

Shen Yanfeng shook his head slightly.

Hearing him say this, Shen Jun's heart couldn't help but wrench in his throat.

Although he didn't know how much the missing emotions and memories of Shen Yanfeng affected him, no one would want to be a flawed individual...

"Don't look at me with such pitiful eyes, Shen Jun..." Shen Yanfeng stared at Shen Jun's dark eyes, and naturally and easily noticed the changes in Shen Jun's emotions.

“Perhaps, once upon a time, those things were very important to me and were an indispensable part of my life.”

"But when I was about to lose you, I realized that those things that I had hardly remembered for so long seemed... not as good as you to me."

Shen Yanfeng once lived for a long time, holding on to those memories that were covered in dust, yellowed, and so old that dust would rise up when turned over.

He was afraid of being forgotten, and even more afraid that he would forget his past self.

For the memories of the past, Shen Yanfeng once risked his life, but because of these things he gave in again and again and became cowardly again and again.

But during the time when Shen Jun disappeared, Shen Yanfeng looked at the empty house and the gardenias all over the ground, and he actually began to doubt himself for the first time.

Those memories that could not be any further away, even those that Heaven had returned to him, had been almost forgotten by him over the long years.

Apart from the gardenias on the ground, Shen Yanfeng seemed to have caught nothing and left nothing behind...

but now…

Shen Yanfeng looked at the two people's clasped hands, but now... at least, he could still hold Shen Jun well.