Quick Wear: An honest man is always criticized for forced love

Chapter 184 Because of love

The pain in his wrist disappeared instantly, and Shen Jun realized that his consciousness was being pulled and torn apart by something.

Everything around seemed to have come to a standstill. Even the ancient pendulum clock in the room stopped moving. The pendulum just hovered at a strange angle.

At the last moment before closing his eyes, Shen Yanfeng's face, as beautiful as a god, gradually appeared in front of Shen Jun.

This face had appeared in Shen Jun's dreams countless times, appearing on Shen Jun's lover who was out of reach and far away in his homeland.

But now, the two faces overlapped highly, and Shen Jun seemed to gradually regain some sanity.

The scene before my eyes was changing rapidly, and some strange memories and voices seemed to gradually appear in my dizzy head.

But Shen Jun was now unable to process all this complicated information. A strong sense of weightlessness came over him, and Shen Jun felt that his soul seemed to have separated from his body and floated towards a strange place.

Is he dead? Shen Jun thought.

But... why can't he feel any pain? Or rather, he felt nothing at all, as if his limbs didn't belong to him. No matter how hard Shen Jun tried, he couldn't move his body.

He was like a corpse abandoned in the sea, floating helplessly with the rise and fall of the water.

Until something warm wrapped him up and took him away from the distant and cold sea.

When Shen Jun woke up, he was held in Shen Yanfeng's arms.

He walked at a steady pace, and was not affected at all even though he was holding Shen Jun.

Shen Jun's head was protected in his arms. A familiar fragrance came from his nose. Shen Jun sniffed it carefully, but his nose suddenly felt sore.

He remembered that Gu Jingzhou also had this smell. Once upon a time, he had also lay in Gu Jingzhou's arms like this, being hugged by Gu Jingzhou like this, and he said all the words that he loved him and liked him.

But now, the person holding him was so familiar even to the curve of his arm, but at such a close distance, Shen Jun keenly sensed a hint of alienation.

He tilted his head slightly and leaned on Shen Yanfeng's chest. A strong heartbeat came from Shen Yanfeng's chest, but the frequency was not what Shen Jun thought about day and night...

"Awake?" Shen Yanfeng's voice came from above his head, his tone still cold, making it difficult to hear clearly.

Shen Jun took a deep breath, suppressed the sour feeling at the tip of his nose, and then slowly exhaled the turbid air he had just inhaled.

It seems that by doing this, the depressed feeling in my heart is better.

Shen Jun tried hard to suppress his trembling lips, but no sound came out of his dry throat. In the end, he could only nod his head vigorously as an answer to Shen Yanfeng's question.

“Why did you cut your wrists?”

Shen Yanfeng did not lower his head, but just held Shen Jun and walked towards his residence step by step.

"…Because…I love Gu Jingzhou."

Shen Jun leaned in Shen Yanfeng's arms, and his words were choked with sobs.

The moment he heard the three words Gu Jingzhou, Shen Yanfeng's steps seemed to stagger, but then returned to normal.

"This is normal. Being in a plot will be affected by the plot, but I have to remind you to separate reality from the plot. It is not good for you to have too close an emotional connection with the characters in the play."

Shen Yanfeng's tone was so calm, as if he was talking about today's weather, without any fluctuation.

As Shen Jun listened, he couldn't help but feel a surge of bitterness in his heart.

When Shen Yanfeng put Shen Jun on the bed, Shen Jun had not yet had time to wipe the moisture from his eyes.

With red eyes, he looked into Shen Yanfeng's ink-black eyes.

After two seconds of silence, Shen Yanfeng moved his gaze away from Shen Jun in panic. Just as he was about to pull his hand out from under Shen Jun, he was grabbed by him.

The redness at the corners of his eyes had not yet faded away, but Shen Jun raised his head and looked at Shen Yanfeng again.

"What about you?" Shen Jun asked.

These three short words were like a huge rock falling into the sea, causing huge waves in Shen Yanfeng's chest.

Even though he was feeling nervous about the late shift, Shen Yanfeng still had that cool, unmoved look on his face.

"Me what?" Shen Yanfeng asked Shen Jun.

Perhaps it was because he was thinking about the past, or perhaps it was because Shen Yanfeng's tone was too cold, Shen Jun couldn't help but shed a tear from the corner of his eye.

Tears left a long trail on Shen Jun's cheek, and finally dissipated on Shen Jun's angular chin.

"After entering the plot, you and I are the same. Everything is just the influence of the plot. Is this explanation enough?" Shen Yanfeng did not avoid Shen Jun's gaze and looked at him straight.

It was not until this moment that Shen Jun slowly let go of Shen Yanfeng's hand.

Is it really just the plot? Is it really just that I am too immersed in the drama?

As Shen Jun was thinking, his hands slowly slid down and finally hung lifelessly on the bed like a tattered piece of cloth.

Shen Yanfeng looked at Shen Jun's distraught appearance and was about to say something when a fishy-sweet taste suddenly surged in his throat.

He clenched his fists, turned around and walked out of the house.

After a loud bang, the door of the room was slammed shut by Shen Yanfeng. He had just taken two steps out when he couldn't stop coughing violently while holding onto the wall.

Blood gushed out of his mouth. Shen Yanfeng seemed to have never encountered such a situation before. He stared at the pool of blood on the ground. His eyes were as dark as the night, making it difficult to see his emotions.

[Master, 031 is at your service. We found stains on the floor. 031 will clean it immediately...]

The mechanical electronic sound of 031 rang in his ears. Shen Yanfeng leaned against the wall, watching with lifeless eyes as 031 quickly cleaned up the blood on the ground before giving another order.

"After you finish cleaning, help me go in and look after Shen Jun. I may not be back for the next ten days or so, so I'll leave him in your care." Shen Yanfeng said, and 031 in front of him mechanically input Shen Yanfeng's instructions into his own system.

031 is not as smart as 001. It does not give feedback but only executes instructions. Shen Yanfeng has known this for a long time.

But before 031 left, Shen Yanfeng added: "If he asks, I will say that I am on a mission and it will take a long time to come back... Take good care of him."

031 just listened and didn't say anything, because there seemed to be no part of this instruction that 031 could execute.

After Shen Yanfeng finished speaking, 031 turned around silently and disappeared in front of Shen Yanfeng.

The world became quiet again. Shen Yanfeng raised his hand and gently touched his chest, leaving a wet mark there.

The owner of this mark was Shen Jun, who was just held in his arms.

Shen Yanfeng's fingers slowly brushed across that place, and a strange sour feeling arose in his heart.

He closed his eyes and took 001, who was still being punished, out of the punishment system.

When 001, who was still in hibernation, was pulled out by Shen Yanfeng, his head was still buzzing. When he finally recovered, he heard Shen Yanfeng instructing him to go in and accompany Shen Jun.

After just a few short words, Shen Yanfeng couldn't help but spit out blood again.

001 had never seen Shen Yanfeng like this before. It hurriedly flew forward and circled around Shen Yanfeng, asking him chatteringly what had happened.

Shen Yanfeng raised his hand to wipe the blood from the corner of his mouth, and said in a light voice: "It's okay, I was forced to break through the plot restrictions and came back early."

[What!!!] 001 exclaimed.