Chapter 142: The entanglement of longing
Chapter 142: The entanglement of longing
"Fang'er, why are you so sad?" Just then, Mr. Baiyun walked into the room, noticed her abnormality, and asked with concern.
"Teacher, I was wondering... I wonder how life is going in my hometown." Chen Fang said softly, her eyes wandering, as if she couldn't help herself.
"It's human nature to miss your hometown." Mr. Baiyun sat down slowly, his eyes as gentle as water. "But you are here to pursue your dreams. How can you be entangled because of a momentary longing?"
"That's true." Chen Fang sighed slightly, with a hint of sadness in her eyes. "I try to adapt to life here every day, but I always miss that land in my heart. Liu Hua... Does he miss me too?"
"If you really value that feeling, why not write to him?" Mr. Baiyun suggested. After that, his eyes flashed with a glimmer of wisdom. "Sometimes, expressing your thoughts may ease the contradictions in your heart."
"Can I...can I?" Chen Fang was stunned, and a burst of warmth suddenly surged in her heart, but she was also a little hesitant. "If he doesn't care, then wouldn't it just add to my troubles?"
"No matter what the outcome is, at least you have the courage to face it." Mr. Bai Yun said firmly, "The friendship between close friends is worth cherishing."
"Okay, I'll try." Chen Fang nodded. Although she was a little nervous, she decided to take action. She picked up a pen and paper and began to write down her thoughts.
The moonlight shone through the window onto the white paper. Every stroke of the handwriting expressed not only longing but also memories of Liu Hua. After a while, she finally finished the letter and put it aside, feeling a little relieved.
"Have you finished writing it?" Mr. Baiyun asked casually, with encouragement in his eyes.
"I have written it, but I don't know how to send it." Chen Fang sighed and looked away. Doubts surged in her heart again. "I am in a prosperous place, but I always feel that there is an invisible distance between me and the village."
"It's an inevitable process to get to the other side." Mr. Baiyun smiled slightly, "As long as you work hard to explore, you will always find a bridge to the other side."
"You're right." Chen Fang looked up with a determined look in her eyes, "I will move forward. No matter what, I will try my best to bring this emotion with me."
At this moment, a soft knock on the door interrupted their conversation.
"Fang'er, it's me, Nanmu." The voice was filled with warmth and sunshine.
"Come in." Chen Fang quickly put away the pen, wiped the wet ink, and felt a little relieved by the arrival of her friend.
Nanmu pushed the door open and walked in with a hearty smile on his face. "The night is charming. I would like to invite you to go to the top of the mountain to enjoy the moon together. How about it?"
"I was just writing a letter, and my thoughts were a little confused." Chen Fang answered truthfully, but a light gradually flickered in her eyes, "But I feel happy to accompany you to watch the moonlight."
"Why hide it? Do you miss the countryside?" Nanmu spoke with a teasing smile, as if he saw through her thoughts.
"Some thoughts are always hard to express in words." Chen Fang was slightly stunned and couldn't help but lower her head, struggling between the conflict between the concern and the new life.
"No matter what you are struggling with, you can share it with friends." Nanmu gradually stopped joking and looked serious, "Tell me what you are thinking about."
"I was wondering...Liu Hua, is he missing me too?" Chen Fang finally admitted, her tone full of helplessness and uneasiness.
Nanmu looked at her, the corners of his mouth slightly raised: "People's hearts will always find a way to communicate. Sharing emotions can make the longing become warmer. No matter where we are, our hearts are always connected."
One morning, Chen Fang sat at her desk. She was a little anxious because she hadn't seen Liu Hua for a few days. She picked up her phone and pressed it lightly, waiting for the familiar voice to echo.
"Hello, Fang'er, is that you?" Liu Hua's voice on the other end of the phone was filled with warmth, like the spring sunshine.
"Hua'er, it's me." Chen Fang was excited and asked anxiously, "How are you doing in the village recently?"
"Hello everyone, it's spring in the fields, and the farm work is busy." Liu Hua's tone was full of joy, as if people could feel the breath of the land, "How about you? Are you used to life in Chang'an?"
"There are new things here every day, but I still miss the tranquility of the village." Chen Fang said softly, with a hint of melancholy in her eyes. "You know, every time I see flowers blooming in spring, I always think of the river and white geese next to my home."
"Yes, the small river beside the village, that was our childhood." Liu Hua couldn't help but laugh, with a hint of nostalgia in his voice, "We often caught fish in the river when we were young, we were carefree then."
"Yes, I didn't have any worries back then." Chen Fang couldn't help but smile, "I was innocent and always felt that life would be beautiful forever."
Liu Hua's voice gradually became quiet, as if he was thinking about something. "Fang'er, you are pursuing your dreams in Chang'an, but you always have concerns in your heart. If you are unhappy about anything, remember to tell me, I will listen to you."
"I will. You always care about me so much." Chen Fang felt a warm current in her heart when she heard these words. "In fact, the prosperity of Chang'an made me lost for a while. I really want to share my experience with you."
"Of course, sharing happiness and troubles is the responsibility of good friends." Liu Hua's tone was firm but gentle. "Do you have any interesting things in your daily life?"
"Of course!" Chen Fang smiled. "I went to a grand banquet a few days ago. The singing and dancing there dazzled me. However, despite the excitement, I always felt like something was missing."
"I can imagine the picture you described. Behind those gorgeous things, there may indeed be emptiness that you have never noticed." Liu Hua pondered for a moment, as if thinking, "Sometimes, behind a happy appearance, there is also a lonely heart."
"You're right." Chen Fang's voice was filled with emotion. "I've made some friends here, and they treat me well. But no matter what, I still miss you and the village."
"You are never alone in this vast sea of people." Liu Hua's words comforted her a little. "I will try my best to take root in the village and pave the way for our future. No matter how far away we are, you don't have to worry. The distance between our hearts will never be severed."
"Your promise makes me feel at ease." Chen Fang felt the bond from her hometown, and there was a sense of strength in the silence. "But I don't want you to be too tired. Take care of yourself and don't get tired."
"Don't worry, I will take good care of myself. At the same time, I look forward to your growth in Chang'an." Liu Hua's warm voice seemed to transcend time and space, pulling her heart tightly together.
"I will work hard to create my own future," Chen Fang said firmly. "In the future, I hope to bring this experience and achievement back to the village and share it with you."
"This is what I expect." Liu Hua's tone became firm. "No matter how far you go, I believe you will become a better person. And I will always be there waiting for you to return."
"No matter how far the distance is, my heart is always connected with you." Chen Fang felt a surge of power in her chest, and the melancholy in her heart seemed to gradually dissipate because of these words.
"We will protect each other, and one day we will realize that ideal." Liu Hua's voice was gentle again, making people feel extremely reassured.
"Thank you, Hua'er. Your existence makes me brave." Chen Fang said softly, feeling warm in her heart.
"Me too, Fang'er." Liu Hua replied, as if he could sense her emotions. "No matter where we are, our hearts will always be together."
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