boyutpedia Chapter 105: Crazy about my junior brother insisting that I like him (105)
Chapter 105: Crazy about my junior brother insisting that I like him (105)
She finally sat back on the bed, just like at the beginning, except that she ran from Ni's bed to Lin's bed.
There was a dent on the side of his body, and Lin Yi sat down.
She stirred her fingers nervously, causing wrinkles on her clothes. The wedding candles crackled nearby, and the noisy sounds at the table outside became louder and softer.
"Don't you want to go outside and take a look?"
"No, they don't need my trouble."
After Lin Yi finished saying this, he sat quietly aside without any further movement.
Ni Fang was stunned for a moment. Lin Yi, did he know that this was a dream?
Just when Ni Fang thought that this dream would probably end in such a quiet atmosphere, Lin Yi suddenly held her hand.
A little cold.
Ni Fang saw Lin Yi's outstretched hand through the edge of the veil. His hand was not delicate, but it did not have any sword calluses.
In Lin Yi's dream, they had never been to Liuyun Sect.
Without the disturbances of the world of immortal cultivation, they would have lived an ordinary life just like all ordinary men and women in the world.
They would ride bamboo horses on the streets of Chenjia Village, catch fireflies in the fields, sweep the snow in front of the hall together, taste the newly brewed Tusu wine together, and even hold hands under a tree and confide in each other.
He would brush away the fallen petals above her head, catch the brightest fireflies for her, and watch her put on her red wedding dress with the same nervousness yet happiness as he is now.
This is what Lin Yi has always wanted to do, but he has been reluctant to lift the red veil.
He was hesitant and timid. He would ask her through everyone else whether she was willing to marry him, but he didn't dare to ask her in person.
He knew that the girl in his dreams would say a hundred times that she was happy and willing.
But Lin Yi knew clearly that this was just a dream.
He had countless words in his heart, but he couldn't ask them.
Because he is clearly living in the world, but he knows the only answer to this story.
As long as the demon seed is still there, Ni Fang has not fallen in love with her.
Fu Hongling's words were like a verdict, setting the tone for all his subsequent stories.
If you want to buy sweet-scented osmanthus with wine, it doesn't seem like you are a teenager.
A sigh seemed to drive away all the sorrow in the body, but unfortunately the ending tone was upturned, as if rolling all the sorrow back.
"When you were ten years old, I accompanied you to the foot of the mountain to buy things. We saw a family getting married. The bride-receiving procession was very long. The groom rode a tall horse and looked very happy. I secretly pulled your sleeve and asked you, 'Sister, will you marry me in the future?' Although you didn't say anything, the expression on your face clearly said: kid, what nonsense are you making."
"Because I can clearly see that there is no love between men and women in the way you look at me."
Ni Fang couldn't move, couldn't say anything, could only listen silently.
"I originally thought that even if you didn't like me, we could still be together for the rest of our lives. Even if I had to stay by your side as your younger brother, I would still be willing to do so. Whether it's the Infant Formation or the Core Formation, we will always be together for thousands or hundreds of years from now."
"But a lot of things happened later, and it took me a long time to find myself again. I found that I became more greedy than before, and I didn't want to be your brother forever. But you don't like me like this, I know. You hate being bound the most, so why should I bother myself with emotional matters."
A tear suddenly fell on the back of Ni Fang's hand, feeling a little hot. Lin Yi's crying voice was heard in her ears, "But now, now is my dream..."
A kiss fell on the red veil, stopping just at the spot closest to her lips.
No further.
Lin Yi sat up straight again, as if nothing that had just happened had happened.
"You want to marry..."
Before he finished speaking, Lin Yi shook his head again, a bitter smile on his face. He raised his hand to cover his heart and slowly uttered two words, "Forget it."
He didn't want to ask anymore.
Even in his dreams, he didn't want to ask.
He could express his confusion and sorrow to anyone in his dream except himself.
……
The dream ended so abruptly that Ni Fang was pulled out of the dream before he could even react.
When Ni Fang opened his eyes and saw the familiar dungeon, he was dazed for a moment.
Ni Fang does not seem to be a qualified tasker. She always avoids Lin Yi's feelings. After all, the main task of Tianming is to survive, and the love scenes of the protagonists are just dispensable additives.
It was not until what happened in the past two days that she was forced to face up to the love from Lin Yi.
Lin Yi's love was so genuine, it wasn't even a child's game of house, where the two of them could just say a few pre-thought-out lines to each other and then easily get over it.
After all, Lin Yi is not Sang Yuan.
Sang Yuan's love was full of the recklessness and innocence unique to young people. She only needed to stretch out her fingers and gently touch and remind him to make Sang Yuan realize that his love could not be reciprocated.
After a long time, it will be forgotten.
But Lin Yi was different, his love was accompanied by a sadness and despair that could not be ignored. This sadness and despair was partly brought to him by Fu Hongling and Yun Tianming, and partly because of her.
What he did was truly touching and moving.
But for Ni Fang, emotion is not just about being touched.
She has always been clear-headed and sees feelings as small things that happen naturally. She will not get deeply involved in love, nor will she tie herself up in knots.
She knows how to love herself better than she does her lover.
She respected Lin Yi's love for her.
Naturally, he also respected his dislike for Lin Yi.
Ni Fang shook his head in distress, but he didn't expect that Fu Hongling was right in the end.
She doesn't love Lin Yi, but she still cares about him.
But this is not fair to Lin Yi, Ni Fang doesn't want to see him living in a dream forever.
After a while, Lin Yi woke up slowly and struggled to sit up.
"Has your wound not stopped bleeding yet?" Ni Fang asked.
Lin Yi reluctantly shook his head. "The evil energy in my body is wandering around, conflicting with the spiritual energy. The wound won't heal in a short time."
"Tens of thousands of ants are eating at your bones. Does it hurt?"
Ni Fang felt very uncomfortable just seeing Lin Yi curled up on the ground uncontrollably, not to mention Lin Yi, the person being tortured.
Lin Yi gritted his teeth and said, "It doesn't hurt."
The deeper the love, the more painful it is. He loves Ni Fang so much, so naturally he doesn't want her to fall into entanglement and self-blame.
"Demon species..."
"The matter of the demon species has nothing to do with you. You don't have to take Fu Hongling's words to heart. There must be other ways to crack it."
Ni Fang walked to the edge of the prison, sat down as close to Lin Yi as possible, and said softly, "Don't you have anything else to ask me?"
Lin Yi lowered his eyebrows, his messy hair covering his cheeks. After a moment of silence, he said in a hoarse voice, "No."
"Okay." Ni Fang said.