Please stay away from me, protagonist

Chapter 189: The Foolish and Rich Second Generation (2)

At that time, I didn't care about his sour face and my whole heart was focused on the little note he handed me.

Because I had an appointment to keep, I didn't listen to the class seriously and just muddled through it. I was especially looking forward to the end of the last class.

Time passed slowly and soon it was time for the appointment.

I was afraid of being late, so I arrived a few minutes early.

As I expected, I was the first person to arrive.

I wanted to give him a surprise, so I hid in the woods.

After hiding in the woods for about 20 minutes, I heard footsteps and thought it was him, so I ran out of the woods.

I was looking forward to meeting him, but ended up meeting the person I least wanted to see.

This time she wore a rare floral dress and a hairpin on her head.

She has fair skin, beautiful looks and a sweet smile on her face.

After seeing her, I naturally felt bad.

He folded his arms over his chest and glared at her with a pout.

"Why are you here? I don't want to see you. I've already told you that we're done. Don't you understand what I'm saying?

What about him? Why didn't he come?"

"I didn't agree to break up with you. You can't break up unilaterally. I know you don't want to see me, so I went to him to ask you out.

He should have gone home and won't come. I really want to make peace with you."

Hearing this, I was filled with anger and rage burning.

I was so angry that I pushed her hard, and she fell to the ground, causing her legs to be scraped.

Actually, I didn’t want to be like this, but I really couldn’t control my emotions at that time.

So much so that I have always regretted it.

Even though her legs were scraped, she wasn't angry; she just wanted to stand up.

But there were gravels on the ground and she was injured, so it was not easy for her to stand up as usual.

So, she hugged her legs first, then supported herself on the ground with one hand, and her palm was rubbed by the stones before she successfully stood up.

I was still angry at the time and did not help her at all.

I just watched her struggling to stand up by herself, clearly she just needed my support.

Not only that, I thought she was pretending.

I just pushed her lightly, how could she push me down? I didn't use much force, she must be pretending, she was trying to use torture.

Thinking of this, I felt even more annoyed by her and wanted to get rid of her as soon as possible.

As for why I didn't leave first, it was because I still held on to the hope that he would come.

"You keep pretending, do you think I can't see it? Go away, I don't want to see you."

Hearing this, she was not angry, but just sighed softly.

"Duoduo, I'm really not pretending. What do you want me to say that will make you believe it? We were such good friends before, but we have to become enemies just because of a man. Is it worth it?

We agreed to be good friends for life, am I the only one who took it seriously? "

"It's worth it, I think it's worth it. You actually still believe in the oath, you are so naive, so naive to the point of being ridiculous. It was just something I said casually, just give up, we can't go back to the way we were before.

Just give up, we will never be good friends again."

I thought that if I said that to him he would give up and leave.

I'll have time to wait for him here.

But she laughed after hearing that. I don't know what she was thinking at that time.

I thought she was laughing at me.

The flame of jealousy that I had been suppressing in my heart completely consumed me and burned away all my sanity.

I don't know how I could have said such harsh words at that time.

"That's enough. I've really had enough. You're so annoying. Can you please stay away from me, please?

I don't want to be the invisible person around you anymore, like the green leaves setting off the red flowers, which is useless except making you more beautiful and making people laugh.

You actually laughed at me, how dare you?

What did I do wrong to meet you?

This is simply the most unfair thing that God has done to me.

You have good looks, a good family background, good grades, and someone loves you.

Optimistic, cheerful and lively.

I have an average family background, average looks, and average grades.

It's normal for him to like you. Even I can't think of any reason why he wouldn't like you.

Even if you two really fall in love and get married in the future, it will have nothing to do with me, so why do you want to be friends with me? Do you know how much pain this makes me suffer?

I have seen with my own eyes that people who ignored me treated me in a flattering way, but I still ignored them.

I don't want to be jealous, but I can't help it.

I don't want to see him being submissive, especially to you.

That would make me jealous, why? You have everything, and I just want a man, and you come to compete with me.

You have everything, I just want him, but you can't even give him to me. I know it's unreasonable for me to think this way, it's too selfish, but I can't help it.

I am just an ordinary person, with seven emotions and six desires.

There is no one with such lofty goals and such noble character as yours.

I can't focus on studying like you do, I will always be distracted and lazy.

I don’t want to go to class and sometimes skip classes to go out and play.

I didn't want to do my homework, so I just wrote something random.

I want to be nice to my friend, so I make her a handmade gift.

But when I am with you and compared with you, I seem to be nothing.

You can do everything to the best of your ability and are always optimistic and cheerful. You are like a little sun, always full of energy.

But I can never do what you do. I am just an ordinary person, and just living in this world has consumed all my energy.

Forget it, the more I talk, the more I want to spit, but those are things I shouldn’t say to you.

Please leave now, I really don’t want to see you again.”

"No, I won't leave. Duoduo, you don't have to belittle yourself or envy me. In fact, I envy you. I have always envied you, so I want you to be my good friend.

You don't think it was really a coincidence that your homework was in my schoolbag when we first met, right?

Of course not, I did that on purpose.

It took me a long time to find the opportunity to truly get to know you.

Your family is happy even though it is poor, and your mother will bring you breakfast, wash your clothes every day, and braid beautiful hair accessories for you.

Your father comes to the school gate to pick you up every day, which I envy.

You are also good-looking, with that kind of beautiful girl's beauty that suits my aesthetic taste.

As for grades, you always get good grades in every exam by just flipping through the books. Your grades never drop and remain stable. This is what I envy. My first place is the result of my day-to-day study from morning to night.

I always feel that your IQ is higher than mine. If you study like me, maybe the first place will be yours.

I used to try to persuade you to study with me, but you said you didn't need to take it so seriously and that your family would prepare everything for you.

It will keep you well fed and warm, and lead a happy life.

Whenever you say this, some dark emotions arise in my heart.

So, I would sulk and lower my head to do the questions quickly.

I no longer pay attention to you, but you are completely unaware and everything remains the same as usual.

But you always do something warm to make my anger disappear. Make me feel that this world is still beautiful, just because you exist in this world.

Your existence heals me and makes me feel that there is still hope in this world.

You are like a camellia. Although you are not as dignified and majestic as a peony, not as delicate as a peach blossom, nor as gorgeous as a rose, it does not mean that you are not dazzling.

Everyone in this world is unique. Not everyone has to grow in the same pattern. Everyone has their own flowering period.

The kindness in you that is as warm as the sun, the gentleness that is as gentle as water, and the love for life, all belong only to you and are possessed by you alone. Others cannot even envy them.