Chapter 442 You Must Be Here, and You Must Be Mine
Chapter 442 You Must Be Here, and You Must Be Mine
After Lu Xingchen said this, his eyes turned red uncontrollably. He felt that Li Zhen was wronged just now, but now he felt that he was the one who was most wronged.
Not wanting Li Zhen to see her weak, she turned around and walked towards the elevator without hearing his answer. Li Zhen had already seen the tears in her eyes, so he strode forward and held her hand again.
Lu Xingchen shook it off.
He grabbed her again, not giving her a chance to break free. He pulled the stubbornly struggling woman into his arms again, hugged her tightly, and spoke into her ear.
"I'm sorry, I'm leaving."
The words "I left" made Lu Xingchen even more sad, and he whispered, "Then why did you come back? If you left, don't come back."
She didn't cry, but Li Zhen felt a little sad when he heard it, "But, I think you might come to me..."
"I'm not looking for you!" Lu Xingchen couldn't admit to him that she was looking for him, "I just came down to get something."
Li Zhen did not force her to admit it, but whispered softly in her ear twice and said, "Even if you don't come to see me, I just can't help but want to take a gamble. If I come back, will you be waiting for me there, and then, you really are there."
At the end, Li Zhen's voice was incredibly hoarse. He was so glad that he chose to look back and how lucky he was. But on second thought, he suddenly felt even more guilty.
"I'm sorry, Xingchen."
When he didn't look back for countless times, did she wait in vain and look for him countless times in vain?
"I told you, I'm not here to see you."
"I know." Li Zhen tilted his head and kissed her ear, "I know you didn't look for me, but I was the one who was looking for you. I'm sorry, Xingchen, I like you..."
As he said this, his lips had already moved along her jaw and returned to her lips again.
Lu Xingchen turned her head away and rejected his old trick, "It's impossible for me to like you again."
"Hmm..." Unable to kiss her lips, Li Zhen intimately pressed his face against hers. Even if she didn't admit it, when he saw her standing in the parking space in front of him in a daze, he knew the answer was no longer needed, "You don't like me."
The hot breath entangled her, and Lu Xingchen was extremely annoyed. He clearly admitted that she didn't like him, but what he did to her were things that only mutual love would do.
Lu Xingchen couldn't avoid it or explain it, and she felt a little exasperated. She no longer dwelled on whether he liked her or not, because she knew that her actions had made her feelings exposed, so she questioned with a cold face.
"You want to bet? I'll be there if you come back, but what if I'm not?"
"But you are here."
"What if he's not here?!" Lu Xingchen insisted on hearing his answer, "Does that mean you can just leave?"
So, is this what she cares about? Li Zhen felt sorry for her sensitivity, but was also delighted by it, because he finally felt her love for him.
He raised his hands to hold her face, looked at her eyes that refused to give in, and said, "If you're not here, I'll come to see you after I finish my work."
Shouldn't this be the honest answer? Shouldn't I just call her, shouldn't I just continue to coax her, shouldn't other things be less important than her?
Lu Xingchen was obviously not satisfied with this too real answer. She smiled coldly and turned away, but he turned her face back to look at him.
Li Zhen continued, "I will keep looking for you, and keep looking for you, until you want to look for me too, and then you turn around and find that I have never left."
Lu Xingchen's eyes became even warmer because of these words.
Li Zhen continued, "I did make a mistake, but Lu Xingchen, look, it's been almost ten years and I'm still here with you. I can't leave you, so please forgive me for how much I like you."
Lu Xingchen looked at the tears in his eyes and was unable to speak, but shook her head in his palm.
"Forgive me..." Li Zhen continued to ask, "I will never do anything you don't like in the future. I won't do it again. Doing it once will cost me half my life."
"You'll just say that, but next time I'll still cost you half your life to do it."
"But this time... I sacrificed half of your life. I thought you could be alone for a while, and I could come back to pursue you then, even if it took a lifetime. But when I heard the news that you were injured and hospitalized, I knew I was wrong..."
When Li Zhen said this, tears welled up in his eyes. He was afraid, but with great tenderness, he used his thumb to touch Lu Xingchen's face, which was still warm and safe in front of him.
"If, it wasn't because of my decision, you wouldn't have refused to let my people follow you. If I wasn't busy with other people's business that day, but stayed by your side, would you have been saved from the accident? I asked myself over and over again, and cursed myself over and over again, if something serious had really happened to you..."
Li Zhen's tears fell. "I just thought, Li Shu and Li Wen are grown up now, and my mother still has them. No matter where you go, I will follow you until I die. I will always follow you and never let you be alone, and I will never let you leave me..."
"You're crazy..."
"You're crazy." Li Zhen hugged Lu Xingchen, who was angry because of his words, back into his arms, filling his heart that was extremely empty and panicked at the thought of losing her. "So even if you don't like me anymore, you may not be able to be with someone else in this life, because I can't let you be happy with someone other than me."
Lu Xingchen felt her face was wet, but she knew she was not crying. Her tears were from this person who was hugging her regardless of anything. "You are so selfish. Do you love me or yourself?"
"I don't know." Li Zhen hugged her tightly and answered truthfully, "But I just selfishly feel that if I want to live well, you must be here, and you must be mine... and only mine."
Lu Xingchen was touched before, but he couldn't help but feel a little helpless because of his unreasonable argument.
But at this moment Li Zhen suddenly looked down at her and said, "So, we should all be glad that you like me too, right?"
Lu Xingchen's eyes were confused. Why did he suddenly come back with a surprise attack on this issue?
"I told you, I don't like you."
"Then why are you so anxious to find me?"
"I'm not looking for it. I just came down to get something."
"Then why did you run away when you saw me?"
"Because..." Lu Xingchen found an excuse for a moment, embarrassed for a while, looked at him coldly and said, "Because I don't want to see you."
"you are lying."
"I do not have."
"you like me."
"I don't...."
His lips were blocked again and he couldn't speak. Lu Xingchen raised her hand and hit his shoulder several times, but Li Zhen remained indifferent and kissed her persistently, just as he was persistent in thinking that she liked him, just as he liked her that much.
Perhaps, she could never like him as much as he liked her, because he loved her.
I love her so much that I want to share life and death, this world and the underworld, for eternity.
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