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She's a serious person, almost to the point of being rigid.
(Li Dehao) Surely Roland can't order her to go to sleep every day, can he?
Mary was puzzled as to what Roland's method was.
Then, as evening fell and it was just getting dark, she noticed that Roland hadn't gone back to his own room, but had gone directly to Artoria's room.
Then noises came from Artoria's room, which didn't quiet down until the early hours of the morning...
Mary immediately understood Roland's method!
She was extremely shocked by this, never imagining that Roland and Artoria had such a relationship!
and...
That'll take several hours!
It will probably take some time for Artoria and Mordred to maintain their current state, especially since Artoria only sleeps at night... With things like this every day, how can Roland be so confident that he can hold on?
Is he too confident in himself?
P.S.: That's all for today, goodnight.
177. Artoria: This king is really unqualified!
People are always particularly immersive when they are dreaming.
So Artoria experienced this in a daze.
In her dream, she was a knight who received a mission from the king. Artoria was a very conscientious person, so she completed the mission perfectly.
When she returned with the mission, the king did not reward her, but pointed out several shortcomings, which felt like he was nitpicking.
It was as if Wang was deliberately disapproving of her.
Artoria thought about it.
She felt that what Wang said was indeed correct, so she wasn't angry. After reflecting on it, she silently remembered Wang's teachings and resolved not to make the same mistake again.
Because Artoria's country was at war with its surrounding enemies, she soon received another mission from the king.
This time, she remembered the king's previous teachings and completed the task very seriously. She thought she had done everything, but when she returned to the castle, she still saw the king's face half swallowed by shadow, and the other half of his face showing an extremely indifferent reaction.
Wang once again pointed out her shortcomings.
It was the same last time, it will be the same this time, and it will be the same next time.
Artoria felt that this was 960, as if it were a dark cycle.
However, she did not complain about anything.
After all, every time she reflected on her thoughts, she felt that Wang was right, and given her personality, she would quickly adopt his advice and make serious corrections until Wang raised entirely new questions.
During this process, Artoria discovered something.
That means the king only treats her this way, while he clearly doesn't like to nitpick when dealing with other knights.
Most of the time, even those who did worse than her would receive praise from the king, but no matter how well she did, the king would never acknowledge her.
This situation angered Artoria in her dream.
Although Artoria becomes more emotional when she dreams, she remains quite rational at this time.
So after she realized she was angry, she quickly calmed herself down in her own way and gave herself another excuse—Wang Wei's strictness towards me is a sign of his care for me!
I also learned things that others couldn't learn in this process.
I have become stronger; this is thanks to the King's guidance!
Artoria had thought this way for a long time.
Until she began to question the king's correctness. She had to admit that many of the king's early views were correct, and Artoria herself agreed with them.
But as Artoria came to accept more and more of the views, Wang gradually began to put forward some views that Artoria could not accept... and some views were even completely opposite to her beliefs!
So Artoria seriously refuted the king, but the king wouldn't listen.
She only ever says she's right.
And they will never admit that they are wrong.
The wise man said the king could not be wrong...
But... is it really possible that the king is not wrong?
Artoria began to have such doubts, and then she carried out missions with these doubts in mind, and soon saw in various missions the things that the King could not reach.
She was confused at that moment.
So she repeatedly and earnestly refuted and offered suggestions, but Wang never listened.
During this process, Artoria discovered that the King always adopted the opinions of others, but not hers, and he kept this a secret very well.
That is why, after carefully considering the opinions and questions raised by everyone, the king gradually began to be regarded by the people as the absolutely correct and the absolutely wise king.
This time, it wasn't just wise men, but everyone who said the king couldn't be wrong.
However, Artoria did discover that the other party had some inappropriate or ambiguous attitudes.
Finally, Artoria, who was used to finding problems within herself, suddenly had an idea.
Could it be a problem with me?
That is, the king is absolutely right, but because the king has some opinions about himself, he acted emotionally only when it came to dealing with himself!
This leads to a problem.
That is, he himself is the absolutely right king, the only stain!
In the blurry and hazy state of the dream, Artoria didn't bother to sort out the logic within it; her mind was completely entangled by such thoughts.
Then her reason gradually failed to suppress her emotions, and various feelings began to erupt during this period.
Anger, sadness, anticipation, disappointment...
This was the most confused period of her life, so when someone discovered this, they guided her to usurp the throne!
In her dream, she put on the helmet and agreed.
But she did not rebel in order to usurp the throne.
Rather, he rebelled in order to have the king judge him and thus erase his stain!
If I had to say there was any selfish motive involved...
So even on the battlefield—
My esteemed king, please grant me even a little recognition...
With this in mind, Artoria took up her weapon and went to the battlefield, where she engaged in a duel with her king in the wasteland.
Then the king's lance pierced his own chest, and his own sword pierced the king's heart!
At that moment, Wang, whose heart had been pierced, slowly raised his head, and the other person's appearance was finally fully revealed from the shadows.
In her dream, Artoria looked back before she died, and what she saw was a face with a complicated expression, the face of herself before she became a god!
Artoria was awakened in that instant!
She felt as if she had a nightmare, but unlike normal dreams, she remembered this dream exceptionally clearly!
We haven't forgotten a single detail!
She subconsciously leaned closer to Roland's chest, as if that would make her feel safer.
Then Artoria recalled the contents of her dream. She had just woken up and her brain was not fully awake yet, so her mind was full of the dream she had just had.
I've had similar dreams several times lately, but this one was the most comprehensive in describing the whole thing, even including the aftermath of the usurpation of the throne, and the eventual death on the battlefield.
Looking back, I was really impulsive in my dream. I actually went so far as to usurp the throne because of something like this. Why couldn't we have just talked things out?
But the one who was truly at fault was the king!
Targeting a single knight is something that shouldn't be done, no matter what the reason may be!
How can a champion be unfair!
What's more, this unfairness is always directed at one person.
Even in my dreams, I was driven to the brink of despair, so it's no wonder that this king ended up with me...
As she pondered, Artoria gradually came to her senses.
She was initially lamenting that the other person had ended up the same way as her, but after regaining her senses, she carefully recalled the content of her dream earlier that day, and for a moment she fell silent.
Yes, this is what will happen to me!
And the knight who betrayed him was Mordred...
He hoped she could think like a king, but in her opinion, this was probably how things were.
That child was definitely not a rational person...
at this moment.
Artoria understood Mordred!